i hold my hand over
the bare light bulb
to see the pink ocean
that runs beneath
my palms

i want to recreate
that scene with you
the one inside the whale


you know which one

I struck

six different keys

as I walked past the piano

they brought back

one memory a piece

the setting sun over the harbor

ash falling on the windshield

as I cried, wondering how close

the flames were

wondering what made mom so sick,

what made her smile look sad

the first time I saw snow falling,

felt my hands get cold

pressed up against the glass

a circuit was formed

the first time we kissed

the mountains rising above us

we were on top of the world

we were invincible

we're still invincible.

Worcester

Today I crunched on leaves
crunch crunch crunch
said if I come here I will never crunch numbers
crunch crunch crunch

I wrapped my new hat scarf around me and thought
I wish you were here to explore with me
I saw a sweater you and I could wear

These words sound familiar like cereal
crunch crunch crunch

Ke$ha told me I'd drive you crazy

i nap from 9 pm to 12 am
jesus christ

i am thinking of chopped agaves and dead trees

cutesy rhyming poem for the day after

hey little fire eater, crank the ac
turn off the tv, go down on me
drink this, I made it, weed and tea
let's eat all of the damn sushi
can I hold your hand while you go pee?